Hey Kendi I feel for you. I'm fighting my own medical thing that is getting in the way of boating and sometimes working. It is sooo frustrating and taking it easy so foreign. All I can say is hang in there, you're not alone. I try to picture injuries of my youth that kept me out, and now I can't say missing that ski season, or summer of playing, or year of recovery was so bad in hindsight. However that was HARD to keep in focus missing this last weekend in the Lochsa when it peaked HUGE! I could have served cake at my pity party! Finding an alternative mental health activity is especially hard, keeping the right attitude for life AND proper treatment of your injury. Gawd it sucks. But it'll pass and life will be better again soon. Best of luck to you.
I am a river, babe - I've got plenty of time, I don't know where I'm going, I'm just following the lines..... - "We are water" by Shaye