| It does sound like your boat is too big for you but also technique is going to be the ultimate factor. if you feel good about your boat and other stuff it will have a psychological effect and you will paddle better . It's like getting new shoes when you were a kid and thinking you could jump higher and run faster. The reason I bring technique into this is I have seen people who can roll anything ( I can't): from canoes to inflatable kayaks. if you have good technique and practice often you will be able to roll anything. a boat that fits your body will always work best for you but the bottom line is practice makes perfect. Also practice how you play , when you go to practice wear all your gear , helmet, vest, gloves. I think people expect rolling to be easier to learn , I sure did, I couldn't believe how long it took to click , I really thought I would never get it. I thought my paddle was too long , my boat too small, I was too fat... but then one day I was able to hit it each time and i kept going back to practice every day after. I still practice in the off season in a pool even though I hit my roll consitently on the river. The next thing that surprises people is that they think since they can hit their roll most of the time in the pool then they will be able hit it most of the time in a river. the river adds a whole new challenge and until your roll is second nature in a pool it will be hard to come by in the river.
Bottom line is that boat is too big for you , If you feel uncomfortable in your boat it will effect you physically and psychologically. Get a boat that is built for a smalller paddler, then practice in it in all your gear you would normaly wear in the river , then once you feel totally comfortable practice some more until your confidance in your roll is unshakable. In my experience I did not completly enjoy kayaking until I felt like I would be able to hit my roll under almost any circumstances.
Take care and don't give up, if you are ever in Tahoe come out and boat with us. Vinny |