Very serious concerns:
Hi, My name is Brooke. I was a junior competitor first boat on the Jr. women's US Team in Austria. I am from Salida, CO.
I am vacuuming old gradeau from the cracks of an old building in a big time rafting community because I am penniless, taken in after a couple of weeks on BLM after guide school & another job photo running fell through.
My concern is that over seven years ago I was in an automobile several hours away from town when given practically an over dose of meth amphetamine & then when I began to come down told I had to provide oral sex in order to have more which I needed to keep my physiological well-being in tact. The man was imprisoned within a month or two.
I am now seven years clean and sober, have many accomplishments, have undergone counseling, contacted crisis centers, spoken with police, and done many things to establish greater support for keepin clear of this severe problem to regain a life relatively on track and move forward with talent, skills, accomplish goals, progress in areas of interest, and thice healed and protected from the damage of this violation.
Thankfully, from BLM I was offered a place to camp from very conscientious people presenting opportunity to continue to spend the summer near to a river to kayak regularly upholding the skill level appropriate for my background an prestige. I came to a river community known for rafting with hopes & plans to take it up an have had things coming together often well-received. In the difficulty of getting by, I have committed to wood carvings I may sell to make enough to get by... Exceedingly time consuming I went to a neighbor for help & he's cleaning his new building. Still, sucking old gradeaux out of cracks (vaccuuming) on a day like today seems like a manifestation of this negativity that has kept me traumatized and often side-lined from life.
I have take. Great measures to nurture & heal my sacred feminine, uphold womanly values & self-presentation to represent, rock the style suitable of the prestige I my roles in the greater good, an this is the position that I am in on the opening mornin of FIBArk.
This cautionary notice is to raise awareness to the peculiarity of what has taken shape on a day when I care greatly to represent and fly the colors of genuine passion and deep caring for my community. I still smoke cigarettes & drink coffee, something I ask be taken lightly as crippled by poverty it needs be left alone while my struggle to get by is great enough without the pressures of opposition to these habits.
Regularly, I dream journal, do yoga (daily), go on occasional jogs, journal of great moments, scour the internet for action sport knowledge & skills upkeep, and plenty of things to be supported & find my way individually way beyond this disgrace.
I have often thought of presenting a motivational speech at FIBArk based on my appreciation for the community, accomplishments in kayaking, and greater good.
This is the nuts and bolts of a problem where things have taken shape in a bad way, I must go on, get past this, and see there may be better opportunities near taking shape. This is a bump in the road, though a concern I repeat, worthy of raisin CAUTIONARY NOTICE.